Dear David Emmanuel,
I still play this & smile, thxox u D.E.S <3 really hope u find some1 to dedicate this song to again, I’m sorry it wasn’t me. I read your msgs n I know your reading this so I figured I’d suprise you and show you that yes boy I’ll blog about you! So don’t take it to heart if I didn’t respond on facebook. Don’t stress yourself thinking that I dont care cuz I’m not responding, actually I care enough not to respond. I’m not ignoring you, I just don’t know what to say I don’t have an answer. I’m not saying no, who knows what the future holds? If we are meant to be we’ll happen on our own. I loved you just as much, like a wise man once said “love something set it free”, you couldn’t see cuz you were blind by love but I had to set you free because I was holding you back
I’m always here so don’t you ever feel alone, and yes I meant it when I said you can always call me a friend even if I am your X. Your right when you said that we can go months without speaking and when we do call eachother it feels like a day hasn’t past, I never want that to change. I always want our friendship to feel like home, and No I haven’t moved on and forgotten about you. It’s not that I don’t miss you, I trully do and your not the only one it hurts. I just know the best thing for you right now is for me to stay away from you. I just hope you understand.
Don’t blame yourself it was never your fault you never did anything wrong. You did all the right things at the wrong time. I appreciate everything and I never took for granted the man you were to me. Thank you for loving me at my weakest, honestly I don’t know if I’d even be here right now writing this to you without you in my life at that time. You put together all the pieces everytime I’d self destruct. You saved me from myself, something not even god himself could have done.
Letting go was never because I didn’t care, it was because I loved you enough. There wasn’t anything different you could have done. I just want you to know you were never not good enough, it was that you deserved better.